Had a big fight with bi. I can say alsmost end for the both of us. I know i hurt him. But i really never promise him for not talking to him. Since he dun like i shall not do it, i promise. After seeing that *** **** post on his wall asking him to go out. i felt that i am a failer. i cannot pei him when he need me, only she can spend time with him. Slack with him all the time. No wonder they have so good. They got always slack tgt de. thats why she always ask him go out. Since now is he angry with me, i think i shall not say ba. Now he dun want listen to me alr :( heart pain until dunno how say. i really dunno why just feel i owe him in the previous life. Thats why this life, i must be treated unfairly. I always forgive him, and and forgive him after a short period. Maybe just love him too much until can listen to all his sweetalks. I was like stuck at there, dunno what to do. He dun want reply me, dun want listen i talk. Then want me how? I think he really must see i die in front of him then he will know what to do alr. Maybe jump off his house the building when he was walking out. By that time i bet he got alot thing want talk to me alr. Really damn upset, i think i whole night dun need sleep alr. I think he is not going forgive me anyways. He is just going to break with me anyways, i bet.
KEITH HATES RISSA
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