i dun know to start. all stuck in my heart until i can't breathe. my boy, are u feeling the pain i have now? or do u even know i having pain? i just have to say, i want go back to the beginning and start a freash with my boy. that time, is really he love me more than i love him. i really feel very lucky . I feel very happy everyday. no matter what, the past my boy never get angry with me. only i get angry with him. and he always get ways to make me not to be angry. So i forgive him so easily. now, is like opposite. I know very well that i have love him more than he love me alr. His attitude towards have changed. No matter how i tell him, how much i dun want to leave him, he just dun believe me. U know how upset i am when he say that. Now? he still want take revenge on me. Maybe hiS love for me have stop. Maybe he should find a gf that is ah lian ar, then he will know my good. How i always control him, and why. Anyway, i have to do mentally prepare that he is going to break with me. Cause when i am angry even now, he dun even fucking care about me. He never think of making happier. He just ignore me. I haven marry with him, he alr like that. Marry alr how? i everday have to run back home is it? idk, i now dun have confident alr. He make me lose confident in him alr. Unless he gain it back.
EVERY TEARS HAVE IT'S OWN REASONS
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